Not For Me......

NOT FOR ME

Maybe love is not for me,
At this time perhaps its not my goal,
I know im meant for more,
Yet I feel incomplete and all I want to do is be whole,
I feel like somethings missing,
All I want is to feel true kissing,
Again and Again,
I put myself out there and all I have is friends,
That’s not my fault,
Yet its not what I thought,
What do I do,
When all I want is you,
YOU, to see me,
For all that I be,
YOU, to understand,
YOU, to hold my hand,
See my intricacies,
And care for me (perhaps love) for all that I can be,
Im not much now,
But ive seen the light,
And at night, I look to the stars, and the heavens and ask that I do right,
Do right by YOU,
Yet here on earth no one understands,
Not even a few,
Im LONE, A-LONE,
One of a kind, never possibly cloned,
So Im not what your used to,
Im nothing like what you knew,
Nothing that you’ve known,
Im just questioning life,
Trying to figure out my goals,
Figure out my fate,
Life is long, but I have the feeling it may be too late,
What do I do?
Who do I ask,
I’ve gone to school, learned your ways, gotten A’s in your class,
Now its time for me to school you,
I tried to learn, you tried to show me what to do,
Now its time for me to come up,
Time to find my way.
What do I do? How do I do it? How do I get you to understand?
What do I say?
All I know is there is no written path for me,
Time to forge a way.