The Beauty; Cooks

The beauty, The lovely looks, No one understand how it looks, When you take off your glass, Magnification, Cooks, Heat and simmer, Like a well prepared dinner, Course by course, But of course, Sweet like a pomegranate, I have to have it, As long as you take the time, Put in the work, And everything will be better than fine, The juices on my fingers, Like mike Tyson in a amateur fight, A ringer, I was knocked out, Tko 1st round bout, A silence with nails digging, If you are to speak like that, im listening, Singing, Ears ringing with what you have to say, A passion that sprays, All that needs to be said o my I say, To listen, to live, to love another day.

Divine Endings; confessions

To use again would to be my divine end, Loosing control, Amping my life that to me is so droll, Where does it begin, and where does it end, In this life, All I ask for is friend, A companion, Someone that would never abandon, The real thing in this world, That we all search for but never have, To hold my hand, To Take a STAND. The knife cuts so deep, It is “o my goodness….” So sweet, The blood, The trickle, The smell, The tickle, The warmth, The control, Even though I remove a part of me, some how, now I feel whole, The pain, The pleasure, The cold steel, Releasing the warmth, Changing just like the weather, The blade screams hot white cold pain, Yet I stay quiet, In my mind I stay sane, Plain jane, Me o my, Day in day out, How do I get by, What do I do? How do I win. Misunderstood for my torture, Abused for my sin, Confused by my feelings, Like im sitting on ceilings, Upside down is right side up, WTF, Im stuck. Working for more, Yet what is the score? Trying to get it out, Yet what is it all for?

Dreams to Be Had.

I thought of you today, even though I wasn’t supposed, It brought a smile to my face, And I needed it, That was cool, But at night when I think of you, all I do is look for distractions, Because on the outside im calm, But its on the inside where I have all my reactions, Heart palpitations, Licking my lips, Salivations, Thinking of your lips, hips and the way that you taste, The way that you smell, The way that you giggle, The way that you yell, I love your nails, When they attack my back like a hot tin roof assaulted by hail, It’ll never fail, I melt, Your skins warmth, like a pelt, Trying to figure out an answer, Like a dancer with a new routine, A challenge to be worth while, To obtain a dream, Meet a goal, To find the other half to a whole.