i.T.Y.

iTY

i thank you,
i found something special in you, and all that you are,
i love how when i see u, i smile and i see us going O so far,
with a reality in you, i don’t know what to do,
you are pure perfection, deserving of all the worlds affection,
just the thought of you points me in the right direction,
you astound and profound, i don’t know what to do when ur not around, i hope you’re aware at the love i have for you, and how much i care, i dare u to find another, you cant for you are my wife, my life, together we are non other, i think of your beauty, u are my muse my inspiration, you are my cutie, now and forever i love thee, and you make me as light as a feather, and for that i thank you.....

NOT 4 ME....

NOT FOR ME

Maybe love is not for me,
At this time perhaps its not my goal,
I know im meant for more,
Yet I feel incomplete and all I want to do is be whole,
I feel like something’s missing,
All I want is to feel true kissing,
Again and Again,
I put myself out there and all I have is friends,
That’s not my fault,
Yet its not what I thought,
What do I do,
When all I want is you,
YOU, to see me,
For all that I be,
YOU, to understand,
YOU, to hold my hand,
See my intricacies,
And care for me (perhaps love) for all that I can be,
I’m not much now,
But I’ve seen the light,
And at night, I look to the stars, and the heavens and ask that I do right,
Do right by YOU,
Yet here on earth no one understands,
Not even a few,
I’m LONE, A-LONE,
One of a kind, never possibly cloned,
So I’m not what your used to,
I’m nothing like what you knew,
Nothing that you’ve known,
I’m just questioning life,
Trying to figure out my goals,
Figure out my fate,
Life is long, but I have the feeling it may be too late,
What do I do?
Who do I ask,
I’ve gone to school, learned your ways, gotten A’s in your class,
Now its time for me to school you,
I tried to learn, you tried to show me what to do,
Now its time for me to come up,
Time to find my way.
What do I do? How do I do it? How do I get you to understand?
What do I say?
All I know is there is no written path for me,
Time to forge a way.

Wanna.B

Sometimes u ever want to just disappear?
Fuck everything you hear,
it hurts ur ears,
it makes u want to scream,
makes you want to shed a tear,
even when u feel close to me,
im sorry im no where near,
im full of fear, full of hate,
full of love,
trying to find my fate,
close the front door and open the gate,
Life… it’s a gift I don’t know what to make, of it,
I forget, what to do?
Do right by who? Me or You?
What about us? I hate to fight, I hate to fuss,
But yet I must,
You think I don’t know,
I know better than you?
You see these marks, They’re emotions in actuality,
They bled through,
What about yours? Where are you?